Back and fatter

Well. I've been gone a long time, avoiding dieting effectively since last summer, and I've gotten dangerously close to the heaviest I've been again.

I will have to weigh myself tomorrow to confirm, but recent numbers were as high as 192. Shudder.

The most I've ever weighed in my life was 202 pounds, and I am suddenly within a stone's throw of that again. I worked for a few months to drop about 25 pounds at one point, and I even got down around 170 at the end of last summer. But once again I let stress, finances, and poor organization get me down, packing back on 20 pounds like it was nothing.

This isn't okay, and I really need to do something. My boyfriend and I are at a point where we talk about breaking up at least once a month, just so that we can get some control over our lives with regards to diet and exercise.

I have a lot of thoughts about all of this stuff, and I haven't been paying nearly enough attention to my health as I should.

This summer I'm going to work to get my act together, quit making excuses, and finally start on the healthy lifestyle I've been attempting for, well, years now.