Day Thirteen

Breakfast

• peppers & eggs with black pepper and Parmesan cheese
• reduced-fat Triscuits
• vegetarian bacon
• skim milk
• sliced kiwi

This is one of my favorite breakfasts, and I took my time preparing and enjoying it. What a pleasure.

Lunch

• ham & cheese sandwich with mustard
• herb salad with chopped green pepper, cucumber, tomatoes, and fat-free Italian dressing
• green grapes

This lunch was delicious, though I could only eat half of the salad in this sitting. Too much produce or something. I ate relatively late in the day so that I wouldn't be hungry after my evening class.

Dinner

• half an order of cheese sticks with tomato and garlic butter dipping sauces (not pictured)
• half of a large thin-crust Papa John's pizza with sausage, mushrooms, and green peppers (not pictured)

On my way to class I found someone had smashed one of my windows and broken into my car. I was in a terrible mood, so when I got home, angrily, I ordered what has apparently become our regular binge meal.

Wednesdays are hard anyway because I get home so late and have usually run out of groceries by this point in the week, but add some emotional distress, and I'm game for pigging out like no one's business.

I guess my penance will be continuing to be fat and unhealthy.

While we were waiting for the pizza to be delivered, my boyfriend and I watched Super Size Me and talked about how out of control and ridiculous we are.